
Picture of the day.
People who know me well should that i am trying my best to become adult.This are thoes picture i really took out and compare i really look much more different then before. Yupp, people do change. I had found my self changing not just the look and the attitude. The attitude that i change is bad , how i wish i can go back to before as a children with lots of parent love but i felt i cannot go back. Now my self should love more to my self then loving others.Being an adult is really not fun at all , Father ask me when i will be growing up and take responsible ? i couldnt answer, I told him i still want to play as a young teensager. But when i look at my father when he was back after work i found that my father is looking very stress and tired. Is him really old now? Is him really got to the age? My parent wont be forever by my side so now i feel like is time for me to talk care them.
And truly apologise that what i had just said to my family member.
I know your are trying to give in the best just let me finish my study and get my education finish but i will try okay.Even that i like to giving up when i felt tired or lazy but this time i will not be the past, i wanted take resposible on every i done. Thanks for scolding me for the past 16 years. I am awaked!
will be going home today and acc my father, he has alot thing to talk to me. About going back thailand for my studies. Asking me to take care of myself ...~
I think i will going back thailand ASAP barh~ not sure yet. wish me luck ~